FINALLY, i asked tat question out, but the answer is nt i wanted
nvm la..its over anyway ..
i wont think about it anymore

fren, i nid u all again T.T
dun leave me...
i noe i cant stay happy for a period time from now
i cant take out wat was happened in my mind..
but guys, dun worry about me...
i can settle it myself...

maybe, i should find another one...
im suffering now....
leave me alone...pls...
i dun wan to be emo...
but i cant control...think so

Maybe, its the end of our story...
i shudn't so 'hard head'...
shud nt ask u for so many times...
sorry for making ur life sad, dull, full of disappoint...
i think we shud treat each other lik fren AGAIN...
just lik hw we met last time...
i noe its suffer..
but, we are force to...
sorry to say tat...